I am continually grateful for the city that I live in, and the state that I am in. I am grateful for home and for my new home, for my family and for my heritage. For music and for my ears. I couldn't survive. I am grateful for my body and it's crazy ways; life is crazy. And it's absurd and complex, and it's simple and livable. I look out the window and it's beautifully windy, lights are about, but I can still see enough stars. There is a glow in my room, faint, and I have to rub my eyes, and I smell like everyone else. But I can smell enough of myself too. I can still smell myself. I am, therefore, grateful for my nose.

I am grateful to for living, and when I die, I am grateful that I was able to live.

I always forget.

Truly my last full day in Orange County. A new home for me! I will leave tomorrow with my sister, brother, and parents. Well, it's been a great summer, truly one of the greatest summers of my lifetime. Here I go.

I really have the biggest desire to see the meteor shower later in the night but I'm so f-ing tired that I may just pass out. Well, it's all good cuz I'm eating ice cream and doing stuff like that. Okay. I went to the mission viejo lake today and sailed with some peeps. Anyway, that was really fun cuz we had a pirate battle and ended up taking the goods of little children who called Nate a retard. Ok, well I'm going bye.

Genial!

Today is Sunday/

Summer has been really nice. Beaches, parks, hangouts, etc. I've done more already since the past 2 summers. Well, life is good.

IT IS WEDNESDAY! ::humps::

I have the quiet old house by myself. I am listening to music by myself, eating dinner by myself.

And I can finally concentrate.

Today is Saturday/



This is a bit late. I went to New York last week for spring break and I decided to add some pictures. I love how my posts are coming in steps, because I would really love to talk about it. But i am really tired, again, but probably because of all the butter I just consumed ::shudders::

( asdf )

We are cool.




Actually.....on second thought... hahaha

It's late but I don't feel that tired. Nonetheless, I need to catch some Zs. Yesterday was quite warm, and the weather still is into the morning.



This piece is a tedious because of having to use the blue tape to make perfect lines. Still, i think it's turning out pretty cool.

I am not trashy!

Shakira's Whenever Wherever gives me fond memories of my KIIS FM days, as well as this video.



anyways... :)

I am eating a delicious slice of lasagna right now and looking at some appetizing blackberries (no, not the phone).

I smile, laugh, and reminisce every time I hear "Soco Amaretto Lime" by Brand New, and always forget how much I like their music.

I ate a very rotten tomato and equally made a very silly face.

I stretched from fitful rest and dizzily made my way downstairs. But I really had no direction. So I lumbered my way back upstairs only to find myself closing my eyes. I stared at my papers, with two images that just didn't make any sense. I consumed a Motrin, two mandarins, followed by a whole stack of tea crackers and four shots of espresso. I forgot about drinking caffeine this morning. But that doesn't matter, because four shots is probably not equivalent to the amount in one cup of brewed coffee. I suck my thumb and another mandarin as I lazily glance at number 75 and some random numbers and letters. I need to write a letter to my brother.

i love us.

lately, it's been really cloudy and rainy. You know, I really don't know how I feel about it. Also about how I feel in general. It's not really an ambiguous feeling, more or less just confusion.

I finished my IB extended essay. It's just like a mass of words or something. It's about Medúlla by Björk, which is a great (mostly) vocal album. I also realized that I've been listening to alot of Belle and Sebastian.

I had a pretty nice weekend.

On Saturday, Christian's Eagle Project was at the Nix Nature Center in Laguna Beach. I'm happy of the job he's done and wish him well.







I then went to Santa Barbara. I auditioned for piano in UCSB, which I thought went quite well. The weather was so beautiful and the atmosphere was so refreshing. Will definitely want to go again.











LJ cut, sorry.

you know this.